Sarah's Journal
I have read in a lot of my Depression books that journaling is so very important. But I have always been one to read the book, read the activities, and not actually do the activities. I always tell...
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I called him and asked if he told Olivia to shut up. He said, "Um, No." Liar. Olivia would have never made that up. And I have no shadow of a doubt that he would say somthing like that to her, since...
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Despite the fact that I have been sucked into this world of thinking about how terrible my marriage is, everything else is OK. I feel OK. I haven't felt much depression. But I have been thinking so...
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After I wrote my last post, I stomped up the stairs and spilled my guts to my husband. Most of it wasn't good. I couldn't stop. I told him everything that had been sitting, rotting, in my mind fromt...
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Sometimes you just need to let all out. While it isn't one of our best moments, it gets everything out. You apology was fine. You apologized for being rude and nasty, but you don't have to take back...
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I think you should take Stef's advice. It will be empowering, insuightful, and healing.
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Girls, thank you for the advice. I have mentioned counseling to him, and after asking him many many times I finally agreed that he would go to one appoinment. However, that was when he was being nice...
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Sarah, That is why I asked if you were in counseling yourself. Even if he won't go, at least you can figure out your needs and wants in this relationship. It is hard when you are in a place that you...
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When I got home from work yesterday, Steve had the girls draw me pictures, and he handed it to me when I walked in the door. On top of the pictures was a little letter from him that said, "We are...
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Went shopping last night, and went to five different stores to get the kids some snow gear. Why can't boots, mittens, hats, snowpants, and coats all be in one place at one store? I only had Parker...
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I am at a really low point right now. I am not enjoying motherhood today. I don't know if I ever really have, or if I ever really will. I feel like I'm ruining their lives. Everyone says these are the...
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Steve came home and everything was fine until the kids started stressing him out, like they have been doing to me all day. Of course, he blamed Olivia, because he always blames Olivia for every one...
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I am sorry honey. First, kids will be kids. I have felt many times like running out of the room screaming b/c the boys were doing something. I get anxious and they feel it and act up, which leads me...
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Oh Sarah, i'm so sorry to hear that Steve is being that way to you and it breaks my heart that you were going to go shopping for the kids, will you be able to do it this weekend? I'm sorry you are...
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Sarah, The way your kids were acting yesterday I would have been the same way. OMG that garbage! Thankfully most days are not like this. I'm going to be blunt here, this business of Steve treating...
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Sense we are being blunt, do you think the way he treats you is abusive? I think you are tip toeing around and asking for validation of how he is treating you.
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Missy--I did tell him how I felt, straight up. However, it doesn't matter what I am telling him or how, he says somthing that makes me feel like I am stupid for feeling that way. I have mentioned that...
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Honey, if you feel what he is doing is wrong, it probably is. I asked myself the same question for years, until one night I found out the hard way he was abusive when it turned physical. I heard a...
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It's been awhile since I've posted. I've had good days and bad. Christmas was amazing this year, I spent most of it at home with my parents. I hadn't had a Chirstmas that fun in a very long time. The...
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You deserve better. You have to set up boundaries and stick to them. Don't allow him to make you feel like you aren't allowed to feel the way you do. (((hugs))) Stefanie
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How are you doing Sarah? Just wanted to check in with you. Stefanie
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